Diaries of a rockstar girl

Somehow,i managed to get some break time eventhough i still on an exam mode.i still have about 8 papers left,so exam will be over in the next couple weeks.i already used to get some eye bags bcos i rarely get enough sleep.and i get to lay rest my eyes after exam at class. i really stressed out bcos i was having a rough weeks.first of all,my bestfriend suddenly acting weird.he was acting like a childish kid.i told him that i wanna deactivated my facebook.then he nagged me and also giving many excuses so i wouldnt do it.well,that day,we arent having any exam and also class.i opened up my facebook just a day.so,i thought he wouldnt care less if i gone for a while but he suddenly said , " if you dont deactivated your fb before this,i would like to ask you to walk with me after school times up".im super shocked that i was thinking that he was made up that story.then i asked him, "give me 5 reasons why i shouldnt deactivated my facebook" and he replied that i would regr...

 tomorrow history paper 3 will be started.I had no idea of what i should write but I already find some information regarding tomorrow's topic.Actually,I never thought that I'll answer the exam for one month two weeks.That's ridiculous.I might die of lacking of sleep or too much pressure encounter my head.I should find a place to concentrate or else I'll be taking a nap after reading some revision.I miss my guy bestfriend.I think my post annoyed you guys.But dont take it seriously,I miss him as a bestfriend.No other mixed feelings about I'm having a total-secret-crush over him for 4 years.Just shh.I'm not ready yet to meet up this situation AGAIN after his ex girlfriend spoiled everything.But this sentence keep on playing in my head ,'' Why did his girlfriend that doesn't know me well,and both of us just a facebook friend can knows that I'm totally in love with his boyfriend?While he being my bestfriend for 5years haven't realize a bit about m...

I had a friend named Bernard Gunting.He was my schoolmate.On 2012,he was diagnosed with an ailment that can fatal his life.At first,it wasn't that serious,he'd still can walk to school.Apparently,the sickness becomes active and spread to all his body.The end of the year, he was diagnosed with an leukemia.He had to stop schooling and went through a surgery at the hospital.After a few months,my sister called me up,asking whether I knew him.I wasn't curious that much,I just doubted that my sister just randomly knew him.That when I knew the truth.My sister always went to the hospital to visit him.Well,you know,when my sister still young,she was also diagnosed with the same disease but my sister managed to cure and stay healthy till now.That experience makes both of them much closer.My first meeting him was last year.Right before PMR exam.I bought him some cakes which doesn't contains any milky and cheese stuff.He looked suprise and smiled brightly at me.We were talking a l...

Right,i forgot to write here about something important.My bestfriend told me that he was thinking bout something,in his mind lately.well,of course I did asked him what's wrong.but he won't let me know.He thought that this mess might ended up our friendship.So,i was really curious that he might know the truth about my feelings.At the end,he speaks up and said " I heard that you liked me all these times,even my girl knew bout it" How could I tell him?i don't even want any trouble for both us.So,I make up any excuses to save our friendship.I told him that I liked him back in the 4th grade.So,he was teasing me and saying that I'm such a stalker.well,i never dared enough to talk to an innocent look boy who has a cute little smile.But still,half of my heart felt uneasy about what just happening to both of us.We're just started our friendship back and getting more closer but someone ruined our happiness.I almost gavr up that time but he told me thay everything...

I wanted to tell you just once the love I just can’t hold back All the time I looked your way I want to tell you everything Today, I want you Today, I want to hold you in my arms The more I look at you, the more tears fall behind your back

At that time, I was busy going to each class to inform the students about something related to our school koperasi.That was the first time I met him.Well, I knew him before just as a Facebook friend only.We have the same interest on club song but never thought that could meet up in a real life.Back to the story,he started the conversation after a few days after that.Asking whether i still remember him or not.Then,we continued our conversation at night and hope to see each other in school if both of us accidentally meet up.The next day,i ket him walking alone and smile at me.Well,I'm not using my spectacle so I hardly see his face.Funny thing,my friend thought that he was crazy for suddenly smiling at us.He was trying to be friendly but I messed up and hit him.That's how we started our friendship.Then,it continued for a few days,he always hit ny head and I tickles his round stomach.My friends didn't really like him because he always ran to me and interrupt our conversation.I...

 Recently , he has been chatting with me since Monday . The conversation began perfectly, yeah i do miss him as a bestfriend. I been through a lot to forgets my feelings on him so , I think i should continue my friendship with him . Something about our conversation makes me almost teared up . It feels like the old days where there's only me and him . Chatting without saying goodbye and continue again on the next day . We talked like we haven't chatting for 10 years . Don't worry , cos this may be the last we were chatting . I'm too busy with my homeworks , and he busy with his life,so we wont able to meet or chatting till the next school holidays .  Regarding of learning english , my friend said that my English have improve a lot . Well , I better keep my eyes on my writing , tenses , verbs , nouns and etc . I'd been trying so hard on learning new english words which i can use it easily when i write an essay .