I had a friend named Bernard Gunting.He was my schoolmate.On 2012,he was diagnosed with an ailment that can fatal his life.At first,it wasn't that serious,he'd still can walk to school.Apparently,the sickness becomes active and spread to all his body.The end of the year, he was diagnosed with an leukemia.He had to stop schooling and went through a surgery at the hospital.After a few months,my sister called me up,asking whether I knew him.I wasn't curious that much,I just doubted that my sister just randomly knew him.That when I knew the truth.My sister always went to the hospital to visit him.Well,you know,when my sister still young,she was also diagnosed with the same disease but my sister managed to cure and stay healthy till now.That experience makes both of them much closer.My first meeting him was last year.Right before PMR exam.I bought him some cakes which doesn't contains any milky and cheese stuff.He looked suprise and smiled brightly at me.We were talking a lot about school and how he missed taking class and meeting his friends.He had a fresh hope on going to school again.But,end of the year was his last time in this world.That morning,he was gasping for air as he struggled hard to live but his time has come to it end.Until now,I still gather fond memories of him.How he affects my whole life.Life isn't easy,so always appreciate every moments of it no matter how bad it is.
Nothing can beats the feeling...of regret.This feeling have been bottled up inside of me for a while and i finally have the courage to write it down here. And , if i have a chance to repeat it again,i wouldnt make the same mistake to you. Yes,its you. Still remember the first time,we met at the tenis court. You approached me and asked whether you can join me playing and thats where it began. You soon asked for my number and we started texting each other. For the few first month,I dont think I have a thing for you that moment,but then I love how your feelings reached me. We started playing tenis together,hung out and take some time alone to talk about life .. everything. But, i was so stupid that I unacknowledge your feelings towards me. Im still unsure about liking you back eventhough i can feel butterflies in my stomach wherever I nere you. You did everything to show to me that love is all you got for me,and I acted that youre just my junior and nothing else. I love how...
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