I confessed for the first time to a guy. And that probably my last time confess to a guy too. I wish i didnt confess but i did and i glad that i get rejected properly. I never expecred i was brave enough to confess since i was so scared of getting the answer. Before this, i was falling in love with my bestfriends for 5 years but i just kept it and move on. But this time, i will never turn away and finally i said it. ''You will get a better guy than me that would understand you'' Those are his answers. I confessed to him on the 23th of November 2018 at 9 something. Do you get how it felt how it feels to get rejected? Well,it did hurts since the next day will be my older sister's wedding ceremony. I get hold of my tears, and i get through that day by getting drunk. Sounds childish right? He never reply me properly after i confessed and he never liked my pictures on Instagram ( he usually does) and he rarely looked up on my status on instagram to