Right,i forgot to write here about something important.My bestfriend told me that he was thinking bout something,in his mind lately.well,of course I did asked him what's wrong.but he won't let me know.He thought that this mess might ended up our friendship.So,i was really curious that he might know the truth about my feelings.At the end,he speaks up and said
" I heard that you liked me all these times,even my girl knew bout it"
How could I tell him?i don't even want any trouble for both us.So,I make up any excuses to save our friendship.I told him that I liked him back in the 4th grade.So,he was teasing me and saying that I'm such a stalker.well,i never dared enough to talk to an innocent look boy who has a cute little smile.But still,half of my heart felt uneasy about what just happening to both of us.We're just started our friendship back and getting more closer but someone ruined our happiness.I almost gavr up that time but he told me thay everything's gonna be fine. I just followed the flows and hoping that things turns out well.
Nothing can beats the feeling...of regret.This feeling have been bottled up inside of me for a while and i finally have the courage to write it down here. And , if i have a chance to repeat it again,i wouldnt make the same mistake to you. Yes,its you. Still remember the first time,we met at the tenis court. You approached me and asked whether you can join me playing and thats where it began. You soon asked for my number and we started texting each other. For the few first month,I dont think I have a thing for you that moment,but then I love how your feelings reached me. We started playing tenis together,hung out and take some time alone to talk about life .. everything. But, i was so stupid that I unacknowledge your feelings towards me. Im still unsure about liking you back eventhough i can feel butterflies in my stomach wherever I nere you. You did everything to show to me that love is all you got for me,and I acted that youre just my junior and nothing else. I love how...
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