Diaries of a rockstar girl

You're my best-friend, I don't know what I would do without you. You've helped me through a lot of stuff. You've always been there for me, & I've done the same thing. You're amazing. You're like family to me. I care too much to watch you get hurt. You seen me do it all! I love you. You've seen me cry, You've seen me fall, And most importantly you've seen me ball my eyes out. Thank you for always being there for me :'( My life was changed, turned, and twisted, when I knew our friendship no longer existed. I know I was wrong, I know I messed up, and that's why I'm sitting here typing this up. I'm sorry for all the things I let go to my head, I'm sorry for all the things that I said. I'll make it better I'll make it oh so right, as long as you promise us never to fight.

                         '' If i could back time , I should have treated you better '' there was this one friend I could always trust this one friend was always with me  he saved me in more ways than one he made me smile when everything was wrong then one day I screwed it all up that day at the derby I think he heard me I spoke from my heart as I was falling apart as I pressed send I should have known it would end I should have hit delete; then I wouldn't weep I cried all the way home; I felt all alone I want to tell him now he's the only one my heart would allow to talk to me at midnight to see me in the daylight does he realize  that in my eyes there are tears from the many fears of losing him forever?