I wonder if he can see right through me. Feeling the warm of my heart as it beating faster wherever his name popped out on my facebook chat. I dont even know why, we becoming like this. I thought this. This isnt what bestfriends did in the first place. Not been able to see each other, hanging out,talking wherever see each other, calling and messenging like a normal people did with their bestfriend. Did i took a wrong step? NO. Have confessed yet? NO. I just dont get it. Then, i asked him about this matter bcos im about to blow out over these little stupid things . Me: why cant we act like normal as the rest of people? Him: what do you mean by that?arent we normal enough? Me: what im trying to say is we dont even talk or see each other in a real life. Him: ohh, i get it.So you wanna me to talk to you at school and talk about the economy, politics or some tv news? Sorry-but i didnt want to continue those fucking chat as he was talking nonsense while im bloody serious with him.Im tot