These past weeks, you seemed like you were ignoring me. I wonder why? After the last time we spoke, things was changed, getting worse. I don't even know what i should do. When we suddenly met up at the stairs,your head just stay low and looked down. I don't recall of us having a fight. I was searching for a perfect moment for us to talk, having a real conversation but you won't let me into your heart. When i looked into your way,and staring at your eyes,your eyes don't see me. Do you know how much, how much, i tried to talk to you. I'm waiting for you too to look like you're struggling to talk to me,but it just nothing. It's like we're living in the different world where there is no me in your life and no you in my life. :'( are you ashamed or too embarrassed to talk to me. Why won't you give a me chance to break the cold wall in your heart. Let me in so i can understand why did you do this to me. You probably won't get think,you probably dont even think.
Aku start main basketball dekat Poli, masa tu tengah sem 2. Lama dah aku duk terfikir camne nak masuk and join budak budak tu main. Yela, time tu mana ada budak perempuan main basketball. Sebab area tu memang pusat matahari bagi cahaya. Kalau tak pakai losyen semua tu, memang jadi " gelap " lah aku. Aku memang suka sukan panas panas camni dan lagipun aku kelas majoriti sampai 5 petang, jadi aku buat keputusan tak nak tido petang dan buat sesuatu berfaedah. Dari situ aku kenal ramai budak dari jabatan mekanikal dan elektrikal, and majoriti diaorang ada sikap yang berbeza. Ada yang friendly, ada yang pendiam, ada yang jenis serius, ada yang suka sakat2. Disebabkan diaorang banyak, aku selalu lupa nama diaorang. Start dari situ, aku luahkan perasaan yang ganggu fikiran aku melalui sukan. Kadang- kadang aku akan start main dari pukul 6 petang, ataupun 6.30 petang sebab time tu matahari tak terik sangat. Kalau kat Sarawak, memang hari dah gelap gelita. Dan selalunya aku akan...
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