These past weeks, you seemed like you were ignoring me. I wonder why? After the last time we spoke, things was changed, getting worse. I don't even know what i should do. When we suddenly met up at the stairs,your head just stay low and looked down. I don't recall of us having a fight. I was searching for a perfect moment for us to talk, having a real conversation but you won't let me into your heart. When i looked into your way,and staring at your eyes,your eyes don't see me. Do you know how much, how much, i tried to talk to you. I'm waiting for you too to look like you're struggling to talk to me,but it just nothing. It's like we're living in the different world where there is no me in your life and no you in my life. :'( are you ashamed or too embarrassed to talk to me. Why won't you give a me chance to break the cold wall in your heart. Let me in so i can understand why did you do this to me. You probably won't get think,you probably dont even think.
Nothing can beats the feeling...of regret.This feeling have been bottled up inside of me for a while and i finally have the courage to write it down here. And , if i have a chance to repeat it again,i wouldnt make the same mistake to you. Yes,its you. Still remember the first time,we met at the tenis court. You approached me and asked whether you can join me playing and thats where it began. You soon asked for my number and we started texting each other. For the few first month,I dont think I have a thing for you that moment,but then I love how your feelings reached me. We started playing tenis together,hung out and take some time alone to talk about life .. everything. But, i was so stupid that I unacknowledge your feelings towards me. Im still unsure about liking you back eventhough i can feel butterflies in my stomach wherever I nere you. You did everything to show to me that love is all you got for me,and I acted that youre just my junior and nothing else. I love how...
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