Diaries of a rockstar girl

Words that will make you hurt if you believe it . Trust me ~ 1 . i love you 2 . i'll protect you 3 . i miss you 4 . i promise you 5 . i can't stop loving you 6 . forever yours 7 . i won't hurt you 8 . give me a chance 9 . i won't do it again 10 . i'm sorry It all lies . No matter how nice you are forgive him / her . At the end , they hurt you badly . With their own words . So , save your heart from someone who don't appreciate you .

I still remember the day me and my family were watching ,' Bangkok Thailand '. I keep on secream all the time wherever that cute guy appeared . I kept calling him ,'my korean guy or the Korean guy ' even though i knew he was a Thailand guy . Then , I quickly opened my big sister's laptop which is to find information bout that cute Thai guy . The awesome moment is when I knew something about him . His father was Thailand people while his mum was a Japanese . And I know his name now , Witsawa Thaiyanont .He was an actor and also a member of a rockie band named K-OTIC . wow , how cool is that ? Here is his picture . :D my picture for my profile facebook . i really love the way he took his pictures . No smile , but why so serious ? LOL

Here's the story began .. I argued with him again . So , it the 6th times we've fight for 3 years we became friends . It's supposed his fault but in the end .. I'm the one that he blame . I don't understand this situation at all . But maybe it true , it my fault . That's why he gets mad with me ?  Maybe I shouldn't gave my old number to him . He reading my all message and reveal my friends secret ... I know he just kidding that time , but why I suddenly take it seriously ? I shouldn't doing like this for the very first time . No kidding , he was trying to call me out or talked with me but I'm pretended . Why I'm acting like this ? :(((

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This is me and my truly best friend ever , Eyvan :) We took this picture , last year at my house . I love her very much because she always be there when I need some supports and helps . I don't know where she get some magical power that God gives her . She had enough time to heard my annoying speechless even though it kinda boring . She always listen to my heart wherever I'm crying and feeling depressed . She always got time to have share stories with me . I'm really grateful that I had a wonderful , great and awesome best friend liked her .  Thank you for all you've done for me , Eyvan . 4 days to go . Her special day . Her 14th birthday . :)))

Hey everyone ! this is Yook Sungjae . Don't know him ? He is member for Btob group . I really like Sungjae for some reasons . It not that I too obsessed with Korean people . He really looks like this . My crush . :) I get it when you all don't believe me . I'm just telling the truth . His hair really looks very same . Just his face different from Sungjae . HAHA . Sometimes , when I missed him a lot . I will looking at phone , searching for Sungjae pictures . It really helps me a lot . Even , I can't loving you anymore . I really grateful that I ever be your truly friend . The only girl that you trusted . Thanks for really making me happy even I know I never be the one that in your heart . :') 

Last weekend really got me depressed and miserable at best. He 's been dating with someone else .. and it making me insane when I knew that the girl is my very own cousin . My eyes can't hold my tears and I suddenly cried . I can accept that he is with the other girl but not one of my family member . Because it feels suck when someone you like , your relative . Gosh ~ All I do is cried and cried . It seems that I lose to a girl . Well , in fact .. she is more pretty than I am and got a good attitude rather than me . Maybe she perfect for him . Does my cousin ever realize that I talked to her a few months ago , telling the truth that I like him . Maybe she does not remember at all . I know she will deeply in love with him since he really a popular guy at my school . He got some cool style and his voice would makes girl suddenly fall in love with him . There's a lot girls trying to chase and tried to makes he as his boyfriend . But , he acted liked a 'prince '. Just m...