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menyesal tak sudah

 Has,korang tau kan aku bekas pelajar spm 2015. So,haritu result kitaorang keluar. Aku hanya mampu terdiam,berasa bersalah dan patah hati.Ya,aku bersyukur sesangat aku lulus soma tapi itu memang tak memuaskan hati aku yang dapat 6A 1B time PMR dulu.
 Bila aku fikir balik,aku memang menyesal habits.maruah aku jatuh tersungkur,parents aku pulak kecewa ngan aku.ni result spm aku 
Bm - b+ 
Bi - b+
Math - A
Pm - A-
Addmath - C+
Phy - D
Chen - D
Bio niihhh la E

 Btul kata orang,xsemestinya result kau time PMR bgus,masa SPM bagus.Kalau ada usaha lebih memang dapat digapai.Aku masig terfikirkan kesalahan yang aku buat last year dan masa form 4. Aku taklah enjoy sang at,ada juga mass aku rajin belajar.Tahun lepas kak aki tak layan hp sesangat.tapi yang aku past I lepas aku bergaul dengan diaorang,aku lupa segalanya. Aku least tido,aku asyik Skype ngan diaorang,aku main game online sampaikan kerja rumah kadang2 tak siap. Masa spm pun aku sempat jugak main and Skype ngan diaorang.aku ingat diaorang lab kawan sebenar aku padahal baru jak kenal. Setiap Kali nak belajar,ada jak diaorang suruh ajak main. Tapi lepas je abis SPM,semua lenyap dan senyap. Dah takde gik skype,main game online ntah pa soma.Masing masing dengan kehidupan sendiri. :') aku harap dimasa depan,aku dapat buat parents aku bangga sekali lagi. Bila kengkawan dan saudara Tanya sal result,aku hanya mampu tersenyum hambar :'))
  jangan nyesal can aku. Abis Spm ko buat la apa kau nak,kau nak tido sepanjang hari pun takde orang marah,kau nak main game smpai tak tido pun mana kau. Masa ni baru aku sedar betapa banyaknya mass aku terbazir bila aku fikir balik semua yang aku buat 

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