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Not as i imagine


 Last week , I went to tuition and when I headed into the class , I saw my guy bestfriend,Shen, sitting at the back. He was sitting with a cool aura surrounded him but his eyes fixed into his phone. I sighed slightly, he doesn't even looked me. I sat away from him so that he stopped playing with his phone but it was hopeless.I tried to talk with him but he just , too busy with his phone that I just talking let it away and talked to my cousin.When the door opened, I saw that guy coming through and I just turned my head down. He stopped infront of my table and I looked into him.He was giving me a sign that he wanted to sit beside me.I wonder if my bestfriend saw this but I was too busy with that guy and I gave him some space.I can see at the corner of my eyes,he was watching at us but he deserved that.Then, I turned back and started talking to his friend.I was pretty mad that I doesn't even want to look at him.Then, he said ,'' i told u to sit with me ''. I talked to that guy and saying that I was sorry that I can't sit with him and he just nodded. I went to sit beside Shen. Well , it was an awkward situation because it was my first time sitting with him even though we've been bestfriends for 6 years.We don't talked to much because he was busy talking with his friend and with his fucking phone.It was so bored that I just turned on my music player and just listening to some random songs.He knew that too,but he just can't do anything. Urgh, two hours seemed like forever.When the bell rang,I quickly packed up my thing and just leave him without even looking at him. Hurgh , serves you right.I've been waiting for this opportunity to sit beside him and I even dreamed of having a great conversation with him but things doesn't goes well as I imagined.

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