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End of year exam is haunting me down

 tomorrow history paper 3 will be started.I had no idea of what i should write but I already find some information regarding tomorrow's topic.Actually,I never thought that I'll answer the exam for one month two weeks.That's ridiculous.I might die of lacking of sleep or too much pressure encounter my head.I should find a place to concentrate or else I'll be taking a nap after reading some revision.I miss my guy bestfriend.I think my post annoyed you guys.But dont take it seriously,I miss him as a bestfriend.No other mixed feelings about I'm having a total-secret-crush over him for 4 years.Just shh.I'm not ready yet to meet up this situation AGAIN after his ex girlfriend spoiled everything.But this sentence keep on playing in my head ,'' Why did his girlfriend that doesn't know me well,and both of us just a facebook friend can knows that I'm totally in love with his boyfriend?While he being my bestfriend for 5years haven't realize a bit about my feelings?''Well,maybe cos he is an idiot.His head connection are way too slow.Even a stranger knew I'm madly in love with him before.Let just change the I LOVE MY GUYBESTFRIEND part.It useless and doesn't worth at all to overthink about that thing.He always started our chat but then he disappear.Did he having a heartbreak with his girl again?Maybe he doesn't want to share it to me and doesn't online for a couple few days.I hope he doing fine as usual.I don't want to bother you much cos I dont want my mind overflowing with your scent,images and your sweet talker.And one thing,I hope he doesn't read my blog as well.Cos,I have a torn of stalkers and haters as well that loves to ruin my life.

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