Last weekend really got me depressed and miserable at best. He 's been dating with someone else .. and it making me insane when I knew that the girl is my very own cousin . My eyes can't hold my tears and I suddenly cried . I can accept that he is with the other girl but not one of my family member . Because it feels suck when someone you like , your relative . Gosh ~ All I do is cried and cried . It seems that I lose to a girl . Well , in fact .. she is more pretty than I am and got a good attitude rather than me . Maybe she perfect for him . Does my cousin ever realize that I talked to her a few months ago , telling the truth that I like him . Maybe she does not remember at all . I know she will deeply in love with him since he really a popular guy at my school . He got some cool style and his voice would makes girl suddenly fall in love with him . There's a lot girls trying to chase and tried to makes he as his boyfriend . But , he acted liked a 'prince '. Just making a serious face and kept silent . But now , he belongs to someone else , not me . I should accept the fact that he's not mine right ? :)
Nothing can beats the feeling...of regret.This feeling have been bottled up inside of me for a while and i finally have the courage to write it down here. And , if i have a chance to repeat it again,i wouldnt make the same mistake to you. Yes,its you. Still remember the first time,we met at the tenis court. You approached me and asked whether you can join me playing and thats where it began. You soon asked for my number and we started texting each other. For the few first month,I dont think I have a thing for you that moment,but then I love how your feelings reached me. We started playing tenis together,hung out and take some time alone to talk about life .. everything. But, i was so stupid that I unacknowledge your feelings towards me. Im still unsure about liking you back eventhough i can feel butterflies in my stomach wherever I nere you. You did everything to show to me that love is all you got for me,and I acted that youre just my junior and nothing else. I love how...
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