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Basketball.

  Aku start main basketball dekat Poli, masa tu tengah sem 2. Lama dah aku duk terfikir camne nak masuk and join budak budak tu main. Yela, time tu mana ada budak perempuan main basketball. Sebab area tu memang pusat matahari bagi cahaya. Kalau tak pakai losyen semua tu, memang jadi " gelap " lah aku. Aku memang suka sukan panas panas camni dan lagipun aku kelas majoriti sampai 5 petang, jadi aku buat keputusan tak nak tido petang dan buat sesuatu berfaedah.  Dari situ aku kenal ramai budak dari jabatan mekanikal dan elektrikal, and majoriti diaorang ada sikap yang berbeza. Ada yang friendly, ada yang pendiam, ada yang jenis serius, ada yang suka sakat2. Disebabkan diaorang banyak, aku selalu lupa nama diaorang. Start dari situ, aku luahkan perasaan yang ganggu fikiran aku melalui sukan. Kadang- kadang aku akan start main dari pukul 6 petang, ataupun 6.30 petang sebab time tu matahari tak terik sangat. Kalau kat Sarawak, memang hari dah gelap gelita. Dan selalunya aku akan
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Kenangan bermain tenis

Aku memang suka bab sukan pelik- pelik. Dari sekolah rendah hingga sekolah menengah, aku teringin nak masuk kelab sukan tapi mak aku tak suruh. Aku tak faham lah, tapi bila dah besar baru aku tau. Sorry, part ni biarlah jadi rahsia aku. Sebab setiap orang ada berlainan pendapat. Berbalik kepada topik sukan en, kalau boleh semua sukan kat poli tu aku nak cuba. First sem, aku beranikan diri.. aku minta ajar main tenis kat budak-budak tenis. Dahla senior bhai, tapi diaorang memang friendly. Mula- mula diaorang ingat aku cina. Bila aku start cakap, memang kena gelak sebab aku time sem 1 memang kuat pelat Sabah. Aku pinjam raket tenis dari kakak aku. Siap pos laju pergi Semenanjung lagi itu.  Part susah diaorang nak ajar aku main tenis, disebabkan aku " jari kiri". Maksudnya, semua benda bergantung dengan jari kiri. Dari segi aku menulis, makan dan bermain. Ada gak orang yang sakai, siap cakap ," Weh, kau cuci tanga, pakai tangan kiri ke weh? Geli aku ". Untuk makluman

Beza makanan ( come back home! )

 OMG i havent post anything for so long and I miss the fact that i can shar everything here. And I can't believe that time flies so fast and guess what.... im doing my practical at my own place. Well, I miss Port Dickson and I miss Polytechnic Port Dickson too. It was a place where I can be independent on my own and I get to know different type of people, beliefs, languages, races and most of all, the differences between Sarawakian food and Semenanjung Malaysia. And for your information... I have listed a few words that is a bit different for each state. 1. Wan Tan Untuk Sarawakian, mee wan tan tu ialah sejenis mee yang luarannya ialah kulit po;pia dan inti nya ialah isi daging. Tapi, dekat Semenanjung pulak, ia ialah mee kicap ? So, yang first time datang tempat orang memang terkejut berukkk aikkkkkkk . Meh kawe tunjukkan perbezaan, Ni versi Semenanjung Malaysia ye. Cam muka mee kolok Sup dia je yang mcam mee wan tan sarawak. Ni pulak versi Sarawak ~

Can i move on?

  I confessed for the first time to a guy. And that probably my last time confess to a guy too. I wish i didnt confess but i did and i glad that i get rejected properly. I never expecred i was brave enough to confess since i was so scared of getting the answer. Before this, i was falling in love with my bestfriends for 5 years but i just kept it and move on. But this time, i will never turn away and finally i said it. ''You will get a better guy than me that would understand you''  Those are his answers. I confessed to him on the 23th of November 2018 at 9 something. Do you get how it felt how it feels to get rejected? Well,it did hurts since the next day will be my older sister's wedding ceremony. I get hold of my tears, and i get through that day by getting drunk. Sounds childish right?    He never reply me properly after i confessed and he never liked my pictures on Instagram ( he usually does) and he rarely looked up on my status on instagram to

Broke up

For your information, I had my first boyfriend last year. He is a friend of mine, a close friend when he suddenly confessed that he likes me. As you can see, after the incidents with the guy name Shen, I didnt really pour out my whole heart to anyone, especially to my close friend. But then, he asked me whether i should give him a chance and just give it a try. I still haven't made my mind, but my little mind said ," grab the chance and experience love " . I've been rejecting my guy friends before this and after it happened,they stopped being friends with me. And I dont want the same things to happen during in the relationship. Plus, he stated that we can just break up and stay being friends if it didnt work out.  Few days later, I said I agreed since he said those words. Indeed, he is really a good guy but .. Idk how should I say this. He is too scare to tell the world that we are a couple. And for me, I rather keep this relationship shut, only my close friends k

What i regret the most

Nothing can beats the feeling...of regret.This feeling have been bottled up inside of me for a while and i finally have the courage to write it down here. And , if i have a chance to repeat it again,i wouldnt make the same mistake to you.  Yes,its you. Still remember the first time,we met at the tenis court. You approached me and asked whether you can join me playing and thats where it began. You soon asked for my number and we started texting each other. For the few first month,I dont think I have a thing for you that moment,but then I love how your feelings reached me. We started playing tenis together,hung out and take some time alone to talk about life .. everything. But, i was so stupid that I unacknowledge your feelings towards me. Im still unsure about liking you back eventhough i can feel butterflies in my stomach wherever I nere you. You did everything to show to me that love is all you got for me,and I acted that youre just my junior and nothing else. I love how you

Braces camne eh

 Harini aku akan ceritakan sedikit tentang braces since aku tengok banyak post tentang braces kat blog yang lain tu post lama. So,aku nak ambik kesempatan nak share tentang braces.  Sebenarnya lama dah plan nak buat braces. Dulu ada pakai retainer masa darjah 6 sebab gigi bengkok gila tapi sebab xsuka kena panggil dengan panggilan " gigi besi " dan juga " jongang" disebabkan cerita Halimah Jongang. buat ngeri hidup aku time sekolah rendah. HUHU . So aku pkai 1 tahun je. Time tu,braces ke retainer ke, pakai benda alah tu macam style nerd , geek gitu .. memang xfemes la braces time tu kan? Maklumla masa tu tahun 2010. Memula pakai,memang sakit giler,sebab benda tu terus paksa gigi aku untuk bergerak. Memang seminggu aku takde deria rasa,sebab gusi aku kena tutup dengan benda tu. Sampaikan satu masa,gusi aku membengkak smpai dia lanjut(tau lanjut tak?) Lepas 1 tahun,gigi aku nampak okay la,kurang la jongang dia,tapi aku pakai tak pakai sebab selalu terlupa sebab aku d