Diaries of a rockstar girl

In my opinion, such girl and guy friendships cause nothing but trouble, especially where other people are involved. The people who the “Best Friends” are dating most times become insecure and jealous and therefore hostile to the “Best Friend”. It almost never ends well. However, like everything else in life, there can be no generalization in this matter. I’m sure there are guys and girls who have managed to remain best friends and nothing else. The most important thing is to stay true to yourself. If you really just want to be that person’s friend, then make it clear and be sure you’re both on the same page. However, if u have feelings for your “best friend”, you better speak up or you’ll be stuck in the friend zone forever. those sentences really stabbed me right through my heart. in fact , i always think of this thing. i always wonder if i made a right decision after all. :')

Hey guys, remember the girl who sit beside me?I called her Nino. Well, for the last few days, she was arguing with her boyfriend. She was crying silently with tears flowing down her cheeks. I tried to make some stupid jokes,but she just showed me her little smile. I talked to her about the two of them and finally she said, " he jealous of me for sitting next to Vins last sunday. I thought he was joking. But he was being serious and mad about it the whole day. I dont even careless when he sat with the other girl in front of my eyes because I trusted him. Why can't he believe me the way I do? ". I nodded and hug her so that she felt much better. Suddenly, she talked about my guy bestfriend when he passed our class. " why did he looks so handsome!!!  why did he have a pretty face???? ", a big smile appeared on her lips. I can see her eyes were sparkling brightly. I looked away and I know what I have to do to earn her happiness back. Then, we started to talk ...

 Last week , I went to tuition and when I headed into the class , I saw my guy bestfriend,Shen, sitting at the back. He was sitting with a cool aura surrounded him but his eyes fixed into his phone. I sighed slightly, he doesn't even looked me. I sat away from him so that he stopped playing with his phone but it was hopeless.I tried to talk with him but he just , too busy with his phone that I just talking let it away and talked to my cousin.When the door opened, I saw that guy coming through and I just turned my head down. He stopped infront of my table and I looked into him.He was giving me a sign that he wanted to sit beside me.I wonder if my bestfriend saw this but I was too busy with that guy and I gave him some space.I can see at the corner of my eyes,he was watching at us but he deserved that.Then, I turned back and started talking to his friend.I was pretty mad that I doesn't even want to look at him.Then, he said ,'' i told u to sit with me ''. I tal...

As you can remember, I sit with different girl this year at class, not with my bestfriend. She is a pretty looking girl with innocent face. She has this cute little voice and many guys attracted to her. Despite that,she is in a relationship for 7 months if I'm not mistaken. But,the shocking news is this morning she told me that she is interested with my guy bestfriend. How come it turn out like this again? I felt like my heart wanna explode but I put up a smile infront of her. She told me " he is so machoooo " " it was fun being with his friend and him." " I wanna be friend with him.I wanna get to know him better " " I had a crush on him since 2 years ago " When I asked her why did she suddenly appeared a sudden interest on him lately. This is what she said. " we made a lot of eye contact especially for the past few weeks.he always used this way to go to his class every morning, that when we glaring at each other ". That ...

This is some kind of unfinished lyrics made by me. Somehow, I was surprise that I could think of doing this for a few minutes. Well i hope you understand the message ive been saying. Enjoy ~ Spread up your wings -Kristal Ivy I'm still trying to reach you out In search of your breaking heart I'm willing to stay side to side Only to see the flowers of your soul to bloom again Pitiful heart, pitiful heart I'm trying to erase the tension between your mind When i look how hard you trying to hide Your lips wont be able to trick me Unlikely you to look this miserable I'm stand still not knowing what to do But still,I'm quietly stay to keep you in reality For that you could let it be in the past Don't try to runaway and hiding it Let's it gone by till your last broken pieces Scream out the unwanted memories that keep hanging Let the tomorrow shine your day up

 So,clearly I purposely write about this BESTFRIEND topic because I don't want people end up being like me.Well,you might think that I'm pathetic or just can't get over him,but honestly FRIENDZONE sucks .I have been keeping this for a long time,so finally I will be able to spit it out.  What is bestfriend with a guy for me? He is different from the rest of guy.Not to mention,I treated him better than my girlfriends.For those who being shy or uncomfortably being closer to guy,being his bestfriend make you think from different perspective.He can either be your girl-friend and guy-friend.I don't intend to make fun of him but he can be what you need.When you having trouble with some crap,he would listening to your story.And if you do anything wrong with other people,he would give you some advice.Some harsh advice,he doesn't like you being a bitch.I can do anything with him like what's the rest of couple have shared with each other.Well,both of us enjoy hitting each...

Back to Monday, we were having a math tuition. Since our class was full, my guy bestfriend had to seat behind me with his friend. At first, we didn't even talk. I'm doing my own exercise while they're making some noise in the class. Then, they called out at me.I turned around and laughed at their stupid jokes and we even talked about anime. Well, you know how it feels like when you have the same interest and eventually you guys become good friend. The weird thing is his friend trying to take up a few photo of me. And I trying to get up and seated on the cooler space, my bestfriend put his foot on my chair with a smirked face. I glared at him but he was acting innocent. When I reached home, his friend texted me. And suddenly confessed to me. I couldn't even believe what I was reading. But, I just can't believe his confession. Is it weird that his friend interested with me ? While my friend interested with him before this?Why don't both of us end up liking each ot...