OMG,when I was reading my old posts it so fucking funny.you might not get it but I'm started with this cutie blog from when I was 14.it doesn't look great as I'm just a beginner that time,but I hope I improve rapidly from time to time.I also learned that I'm beginning to be older as time goes by.But,that won't stop me from deleting some posts that doesn't make any sense and it looks like I'm embarrassed myself.I really did a lot regarding this blog,my teenage life seems to depend on writing everything to this blog.let me share something,I once have a blog for my pre-teen life but it doesn't last longer.I was a naughty and arrogant girl back then,maybe that's what people thinks of.I'm being good friends with a lot of boys from my class and also the next class which what some slutty girls jealous of me.Well,I thought they were just bad but I was wrong.they also had a blog and ended up humiliating me on media social.Back then,I was just 12.of course,I'm still bad with my style,I had a curly hair and also using braces.They said I was such a whore who basically seduced their friend's boyfriend.They didn't even gave me a chance to tell the truth and it turns that it became a war.That's how my old blog died. It's not because I'm feeling guilty but I just didn't want things get worst. What a sad teen life.
Nothing can beats the feeling...of regret.This feeling have been bottled up inside of me for a while and i finally have the courage to write it down here. And , if i have a chance to repeat it again,i wouldnt make the same mistake to you. Yes,its you. Still remember the first time,we met at the tenis court. You approached me and asked whether you can join me playing and thats where it began. You soon asked for my number and we started texting each other. For the few first month,I dont think I have a thing for you that moment,but then I love how your feelings reached me. We started playing tenis together,hung out and take some time alone to talk about life .. everything. But, i was so stupid that I unacknowledge your feelings towards me. Im still unsure about liking you back eventhough i can feel butterflies in my stomach wherever I nere you. You did everything to show to me that love is all you got for me,and I acted that youre just my junior and nothing else. I love how...
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