Diaries of a rockstar girl

Hey guys .I'm feel great today . My parents and I going to my uncle's house . And as we arrive , I'm taking some pictures of my cousin . Totally fun ! I guess , that was the first time of this week that I smile and laugh . :) Let's share my happiness  We'll kinda looks too excited . HAHA ! I bet this is the first time , I uploading some photos of mine in my post . XD

It's been the whole worst week in my whole life . Huhh !! I really dissapoint with my boy-friend ( just a friend ) . Hrm . I donno what should I do now . I've already apologised to you . but it seem that you don't want to see my face anymore . . . Why you still mad with me ? eventhough it just a small mistake that I've done . . Please don't hate me now . I begging you . I wish I could hear you laughing and makes joke to me again . I can't stand this anymore . . I'll been dream about you this morning . .  In my dream , you still be my friend . . The dream make me feels that Im in heaven . . but then , that dream gone suddenly . And I back to my own world . You're everything to me . I never thought that I will found a guy liked you anymore . You so kind and making me feels safe when Im around you . I hope . . you will forgive me .

Here we are again . I really miss my blog . Well , it been a boring week .. and there have many things that I want to say . Im at Bintangor , Sarikei now . My mom going to ' kampung ' meanwhile my sister and I staying at my aunt's house . We're going to my grandma's house at Sarikei . Well , they're mix . Chinese mix iban . Yea ~ But they're more like Iban . They speak iban . So , we will never feel guilty to communicate with them right ? Hopefully . As we arrive there , they greet us politely . My grandma give each of us '  ang paw ' . We only get RM 1 . My aunt keep pushing me to drink the ' tuak ' ( iban tradisional drinks - feel a little bit bitter ) XD . I don't drink it . I know I still ' underage ' . Yea ~ I just keep in my mouth then throw at kitchen sink . I remember , I also able to sing an ' iban ' song for the first time . I mean , karaoke . Awesome ! I never know that song but I know the sound of that song . I...

Hey bloggie ! I miss you . I'm more busy than usual . I'm not feeling so well . I donno what to do . I need to do my homework .. but I can't ! I really don't understand anything about Science and Mathematics . I try to being focus this whole week . In the end , I get nothing . Why ? Should I stop ? I guess the teachers teaching too fast . . I can't get it .  I know I'm in the top 3 class .. but that doesn't mean I clever enough right ? I'm not good at science or math right now . Im feeling so stress . I will try my best to make myself more understand about the subject . :: ' Ғσяɛʌɛя ʏσʋяƨ  ' ::

Still remember the day .. when my friend  ( boy ) telling me that he liked me . Haha ! It kinda funny to heard bout it . I was shock . I couldn't believed that he will fall in loved with a girl liked me . I can't accept him . He's got a girlfriend . Why would I couple with a boy that got someone ? Haiyaa ~ I don't want to took any risk in my lifetime . Seriously . So , I made up my mine .. Im not accept him . no . no .no . I rather became his best friend . ^^                                                          :: ' Ғσяɛʌɛя ʏσʋяƨ  ' ::